My life in 201o has been in the least a whirl wind. First my job changes. Not in a way that i got a new job. But the management company that I worked for was bought out and now I work under a new management company. That was such a hard transition because everything was uncertain. Yet my God is faithful and everything so far has gotten easier. Then I have met this guy. Now I have known him for about a year and a half but we have really just been acquaintances. Until the beginning of the year. We started hanging out more and he started calling and wanting to hang out. Now I am a girl of few, very few, guy friends, much less no past boyfriends. So I have questions that I want to know but have no clue who to ask. So I know no one reads this so I am going to ask on here. As I figure out the answers I will post them. I may never figure them out and that’s ok, at least I have asked them.
First off, If you are hanging out with a guy and you are getting the friend vibe, is it ok to text him since you are only friends with him? But if you think that there might be something else there, is it ok to text him and let him know that you are thinking about him? If he does like you, would he always try to bump fists? If he is just being friendly but you think that there is something else there, and you don’t text or call or try to hang out, will he stop being your friend? This is all coming from a girl who has never really had guy friends much less a single boyfriend. Ugh. I keep telling myself that he is just being friendly because it makes me comfortable to hang out with him. Because I don’t know if there is something there or not. I am actually in a constant state of confusion with him and may always be like that. But I am ok with that as long as he considers me his friend and doesn’t marry anybody else but me! lol I keep thinking about if he one day shows up with a girl friend and I am standing there with a fake smile on my face thinking to myself why I didn’t ever say anything. Dumb I know since we have only really been hanging out consistently for two weeks. I know that everything happens for a reason and I know that God is faithful. Whoever my husband is I pray that he be as crazy and fun and love Jesus and much as my friend does. Pretty much I know that this friend of mine fits everything that i have really ever asked for in a mate. To love Jesus above all. To love kids. To be funny. And to have brown eyes. Hazel is as close to brown and aqua is too blue. HAHA so cheesy
So that is my life so far in 2010. My God is super uber faithful and just because I don’t have everything I want, I most definitely have everything I need.
